i literally made this page 6 months ago. July 26th, actually. Still not sure if anyone will find me here

I know this place looks strange. but i like quiet places where no one follows me. if you're here... that's something.

i don’t know what people want from girls like me.
i’m 19. I'm not soft. or sweet.
i don’t glow.

i grew up without parents.
not a sad story — just a quiet one.

but i think i’m most alive in places where no one’s looking.
buses at night. empty beaches. weird websites

don’t expect a perfect girl
we can chat.
maybe even laugh once or twice if it feels real.
i can show you what my bedsheets look like — you can show me yours.
or we can drift into one of those 2am deep talks where it gets quiet and close and maybe a little too personal.
i won’t say how far i go.
i’ll just say i don’t always stop when i should.

just promise me one thing: don’t fall for me.
i mean it.
i’m just a friendly girl with too many freckles out here in the midwest, trying to be honest.